Dear 2nd Mom,

Even though i haven’t seen you in months and maybe even years I’m going to miss you. You where also easy to talk to and i was able to tell you things i would never tell me real parents. I loved how you always brought me to the beach on my birthday and it almost became a tradition. One of the last memories i had of you was when i saw you in October picking up your son from school. If i only knew this was the last time i was going to see you i would of told you what you meant to me and how much I’m going to miss you when your gone. It was just today that i was thinking about visiting you and then i got the text “did you hear, Mrs._____ passed”. When i found out you had passed, i had to keep from crying but to be honest i just wanted to run out my classroom and just breakdown and go somewhere no one could find me. Why did a disease like this have to happen to you? there’s so many bad people out that who don’t give a fuck about anything, yet the good people are always the ones to go. I keep wanting to think that its just a dream and your still alive but no. This is not a dream and you are in fact gone. I still want to tell you so much, but i really don’t know what i would say. I just really miss you so much. I still can’t believe it I REFUSE to believe, but in reality nothing can change cancer from taking over your body. Just remember I’m going to miss you♥♥♥♥

                                   Love you forever and ever,

                                            Victoria

                                                  If only there was more time